I need something but I don’t know what.
I am having one of those times where everything is going fine and then one small insignificant thing will piss me off. Or I’ll be doing fine and then I’ll do some thing and piss some one else off.
I must have a problem. Oh and what is weird is the same people are the ones continually who spark this frustration.
I can’t do anything about it either if I say something chances are slim it would be in the right spirit and taken as well. I think I need a vacation. My shoulders are all bunched up, and I feel like so much less of a person due to this problem. I can’t tell any one about it specifically only you my dear readers in vast swaths of ambiguity.

I love you all even when I am breaking my teeth clamping down on my leather coaster.

I know this is only Wednesday but this has been on of those weeks already.
I wish I were more stayed. I feel like I am on this roller coaster of emoticons smile frown wink rage face, repeat. I am going to self diagnose this as in desperate need of a vacation but since I have just spent all of that and then some the most I am going to hope for is an afternoon off, with some silence and maybe a nap.

this song was on my head when i woke up this morning.
dance me dizzy baby.