THAT IS IT. I AM GROWING A BEARD.

… Oh, nothing I just forgot to shave again. Stink.

Well it is raining and 50 degrees out and they say by noon it is supposed to be freezing. I am not gonna hold my breath. Two reasons That would be a long time to hold the breath and why, if it does get that cold and start freezing the rain then great I hope so but if not, well then I am not disappointed. It is –7 at my sisters house right now.

Well I have been doing quite a bit of the old bowed head lately. I feel as close to the maker as Andre 300 the talented half of Outkast. Ha! Id love to hear Lew dissect the God (interlude) for theological significance in a Postmodern Mkt.

I dressed up today I have a lunch appointment with a Vendor and the accounts payable dept. Nasty. I think I will eat then “purge” so I can technically still be on the “Fast” or maybe mine will just end today at lunch.

Am I wrong? Am I wrong? Tell me I am not wrong for straight up ignoring the drama. My Co-Worker is doing the heavy sighing, and constantly looking over (I can feel that) like will you look at me and ask me what is the matter. She is a trip. It is always the end of the world and it is always the Governments fault.

She is this person. We were talking about the Christmas music on my BI-pod and she wanted to know if I had Christmas shoes. I said yuck! No tearjerkers allowed and she went into this deal about she had a religious experience while listening to this song.

Whew, I guess I am still a bit old school when it comes to “experiences”. I like to call them as I see them. Much needed emotional releases. Oh, I am so cold & hard aren’t I?

Today I am not the emotional Prop, it is not the end of the world, it is just Christmas.

I am feeling more like Rick James, Yeah I’m Rick James…