pretty much every one but Josh and i have given up on Dave Matthews. But he did a song called “too much” and his has nothing to do with that except for the fact that i have too much going on and i cant help it. I have Tim Goss disease. He was a friend o mine long years ago when back in high school. Say anything and i mean anything and he would sing a song with what you just said in the lyrics. and it would not be just any song it would be a old show tunes song from forever ago from some old musical. i don’t know where he got them but but he had a library of old old movies. we would go out to his house i the middle of NOWHERE and watch these. I watched “father Goose” and “Some like it hot” and the “princess bride” (in know not as old but a favorite).

An way i have lately been reinfected with his singing disease. and i have too much going on. and i have been pretty heavily medicated with cold allergy meds so i am all jittery and it is crazy. Crazy, I’m crazy for feeling …. so lonely, I’m crazy crazy for feeling s blue I knew i love you as long as you wanted and then some day you’d leave me for some body new, Worry, why do i let myself….see what the.

Oh i gotta say this Oklahoma lost to Florida and Texas did not get ther big game and Obama was elected and i got prison issue converse for Christmas and NONE of that will change anything in the grand scheme of things. If there is a God and If he really loves me it is all gonna be ok. My car crash crap, may lack of parenting skills and my great uncle Bill going home to his real reward. and my Pop’s dealing with that. it is all going to be ok. why is it so hard to trust?